sugi93

1. Stand still and seek the salvation of God 2. Encourage Yourself 3. Don't quit and don't give up 4. Cry if you must. He will send His power through your pain 5. Don't run face it. God is with you. You can do anything with God 6. Stand tall and strong through prayer. Your life belongs to God 7. We stand tallest and strongest on our knees 8. You will succeed in everything you do through God 9. God uses disappointments to move us toward His divine plan 10. We may not like disappointments but God is making them for our advantage. It's not happening to us but FOR US 11. God opens bigger and better doors 12. Don't complain. Know that

The truth is that I lie to myself everytime I say I don't care Everyday I try to deny that fact that I still hurt That I'd rather have a quick fix That I'd rather remove all emotion I lie to myself to hide the scars that have been etched across my face Of pain and uncertainty and desperation For a fresh breath of air that seems to never come On these days of cold without any sun I try to put on the facade that I'm fine When really I'm at war inside I let myself fall prey to the trap called love And put my heart in only to have it crushed I was blinded by "la vie en rose" Seeing only what I wanted but not the truth And it took r

This morning I woke up from a dream ....And You were in it, of all people The last person I'd want to dream about But the dream was filled with infinite bliss But as I pull myself back in disgust How could I dream of you ? I don't even like you We never even talk How could I think of you like that right now ? I search my mind for an answer But I keep thinking about that dream The passion between our bodies Floating on cloud of unimaginable ecstasy That's what my mind kept replaying The way our bodies melted into pool chocolate So close there was no way to distinguish where we began and ended Then I pull myself back to reality

Why is it that I'm drawn...to.... you ? Why is that everytime I hear your name I wonder what it would be like To have you to myself What it's like to know you And the way you move When I see your face My eyes can't help but to trace your body And I laugh because I'm drawn to the last fantasy I had of you and me And as our eyes lock I wonder if you thought.... the same thoughts that....I had thought And remember when we last touched And wonder if you still think of that time too.... But that's just a silly hope That you'd think of me casually Every now and then The same way I think of you That you'd wonder what I'm doing

Sometimes I wonder where we would be, If we had opened our eyes to see, The real you and me. We had so much potential But that soon became differential. We were pages of a book, But we never took the time to look, Or read or perceive the recipes of our hearts, That became so far apart. Now beats that hark the herald that will never sing, Of a relationship that would never bring....happiness or joy. Instead we let the shadows enter the midst, Of our peace and turned it into lackluster, not bliss. We drifted slowly apart, From lies that hit the heart, And pride deep down inside, That reared its ugly head. My eye no longer reach

After seeing you for the first time in a while, I'm left intoxicated with the scent of you. Yet, it sends me over the edge with emotions that I've been dreading. I hate that I feel this way. I was hoping that I wouldn't feel any of this the next time I saw you again. And yet all I feel is complete longing for you to be here with me, to be in your arms, to take in your sweet smell, and have you to myself. Seeing you walk away, tore me apart all over again. And it make me hate you or maybe hate the feelings I still harbor for you. It brings me such agony knowing that you've moved on, that you probably could care less about me. Yet, I hope you d

Je suis fait. Je ne vois pas l'intérêt d'essayer plus. Il n'est tout simplement pas destiné à être pour moi. Je vois maintenant que l'attente est vaine. Et je n'ai pas besoin du stress. Mon esprit ne peut plus être inquiété pour rien. Il semble comme une chose triste à dire mais c'est vrai. Hope pour cette chose, c'est inutile maintenant. Essayez de ne pas, essayer et échouer. Pourquoi devrais-je tenter à nouveau? Pas de chance ce cycle, peut-être une autre fois. Mais jusque-là, je ne veux pas même penser à lui ou essayez à nouveau. Je ne veux pas ce genre d'espoi

As I go over some thoughts tonight, I can only wonder about where things have gone. It's a story of how I've fallen in and out of love, fooled around, and did the unexpected. Yet, I feel as if I'm missing something. Where have the last couple of months led me to ? Emotionally, I am in a jumble and new things to just add to it. Things seem to be moving so fast and I can't remember where I was last. I remember a time where sweet ignorance was bliss and then something new erupted. Or rather, an old something new came back around and I became enveloped within a trance. I was so lost in the maze that I forgot to look above the haze. I saw only sta

Things often appear much different than what they are But also our perception of things can warp reality We have to learn to open our eyes Past our previous knowledge Past our beliefs and judgments Past our insecurities and doubts Past our fears and failures We have to see what is there And not what we think is there We have to believe in God We have to have faith We have to stop our worrying Stop believing in our "so-called" limitations Stop caring about others thoughts on us Stop hesitating and crying Stop allowing ourselves to be held down By oppression in every form We need to push past all of this Like dirt on a mirror

There is a lot of talk of presents Around this time of year What the best gift is What we have to have What will please one the most When I'm asked what I want for Christmas I contemplate many things But the material doesn't truly appeal Just to have your love will suffice It can fill all those spaces And placate my heart It's worth more than all the money in the world And is more bountiful than the sea It can surpass my dreams And last forever It's more than anything And the only thing I need So if you're wondering what I want Then you already posses it Now all I need is for you to give it to me Fullheartedly <3